i wish people looked like their personalities.

have you ever just laid awake in bed, and thought for a moment, and realize that you have no idea who you are anymore?

Anonymous asked: oh honey ;'( you're such a great person, i hope you will feel much better soon!!!

thank you soososo much, this means  a world to me, seriously! and i hope that too:) thank again<3

Anonymous asked: I know how you feel ... well not completely but I hate my body too and I can't even begin to explain how much I actually hate it but since you do too I think you get the picture ... I never actually purged (I was always too scared to do that) but I didn't eat, I starved myself for day at a time and I just wanted to tell you this because at the end it wil only make things worse, I stoped and I gained loads of weight and I don't want that to happen to you so please stop while you can, for yourself

please come of anon, i would love to talk with someone with the same problem! it would mean so much to me! 

and yeah, as i said, i know it’s bad and everything, but how to stop?  please,again, come of anon! otherwise, i hope everything is okay with you, and thank you for that message, i really really appreciate it!!you’re beautiful<3

Anonymous asked: Honestly, love. It's a serious issue and talking to family and friends is a good thing but it's now what's going to help you. It's a disorder and what you need to do is talk to a professional. The last thing you want is esophageal cancer and other harmful effects on your body if you continue on like this. Get better <3 admitting it is step 1, getting help is the second :)

i know, but i’m reallyreally afraid to talk with professionals about it. and i know how bad is this for my body and everything, but i just can’t stop.. i hope i will get better, too.  thank you so much for this message, you are beautiul person, whoever you are!<3

Anonymous asked: please stop with purging, you are better than this!!! maybe youshould talk with someone!

i can’t, i’m sorry. i just hate my body so much. and i talked with a few people and my bestfriend, but nobody really understand me…

I have a bulimia, how great is that

There comes a time in life when you have to let go all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy!